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[27 Dec 2004|09:22pm] |
Well!! I finally got rid of that rediculous jumping alien. Thank god. That thing was so ugly!! My layout now isn't much better, but oh well. I think the cat is sexy.
So, right now i'm in Sheridan, Wy. Visiting my sisters and my dad and whatnot. I'm here until Thursday. Im kinda glad to be going home. I miss Tasha bunches. I dont have all that much to update on. I'm just bored and was messing around with my layouts. So yeah. I guess this is all. I'll write again in another few months or so. haha. b`bye!
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Today is Mandy's birthday. Am I correct? Happy Birthday Mandy.
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[06 Oct 2004|01:13pm] |
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whoa dudes. I haven't updated in like, forever!! I forgot about this thing. I usually just get online, check my email, and get off. But hmm. I'm at school right now so I can't really check my email. My friend reminded me about this. wow. So Um, not much has been going on. I have a job interview at Anchor Blue in 2 hours..so hopefully I'll get that. I need the money. My car is still broke, but i have straight A's and if i keep it up till semester craig said he'll get me a new one when he gets his big check he's supposed to get. But i doubt that. I'm going to Wyoming for X-Mas break to see my dad and my sisters then i'm gunna take a weekend and go to SouthDakota to see my family and possibly some friends. That'll be fun.
Me and tasha are still together.
My dog is still alive. So is my other Crab.
We still live in the ghetto.
and I saw Courtney Lawson at Target the other day. It made me miss Tina. If anyone who reads this sees her or knows where she is or whatever, tell her I said HI!!!! lol. And that I'm back in modesto annnd um, she never wrote me back!!! lol. Yeah, anyways. I'm gunna go now the bell is going to ring I think. I get to go home soon YAAAY!!! (i'm leaving early to get pretty for my interview. lol). Okay. Later Dudes!!
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[28 Aug 2004|12:02am] |
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I saw Without a Paddle and the Exorcist tonight. Yay. There were some freaks there at Brendan. It was funny. Some peoples kid's man. One guy had massive amounts of white makeup, with black running down...spikes around his neck, blades on his hands and whatnot. I was like "..maybe thats jeff..i can't tell thru all the makeup". lol. Funnnnnn. Yeah. Then we saw this really ugly lesbian from school. *not to diss on lesbians..(obviously..nerr) but this girl..guy looking thing..well..I just don't really like her. She walked home like RIGHT behind us after school, I see her everywhere at school, then I see her there. ugh. Well anyway, my corn dogs are done so i'm outtie! bye bye!!
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[19 Aug 2004|05:59pm] |
hey ya'll! Did you guys hear about the guy that was killed on 18th st. The other night?! yeah, that was right in front of my house. I saw the body. Totally gross huh?! Yeah, it messed me up man! Yeah well not much is going on. School is aiight. I found out that this guy i was like in love with freshman year was like, in love with me too. He wanted to get with me when he found out I was back but I told him I was with Tasha..so he's all butthurt now. I feel bad. And this other really really really hott guy likes me only because I like girls. Gross. But yeah. UMMMMMM I gotta go now, my mom is waiting for me in the car. lol. More later!
Oh yeah. HI AMANDA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
when i get my car us peeps need to chill together (you know who you are) gimme callz whenever....303-4327.
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Junior year is here!!! (wooh, that rhymed!) Ceres is still the way it used to be. I've reunited with my old friends, and it's all good again. My classes kinda suck, but oh well..I have English, Algebra 2, Chemistry, US History, French 2, and Art. I guess they could be worse. I'm not really living up to my full potential, but I'm lazy, so this is a lot. I get massive amounts of homework and whatnot. I should be getting my car around the time football starts, so that's gunna suck- They actually expect me to do homework with that kind of thing going on?!?!!? riiiight. I have a girlfriend too, and she's going to be in wrestling, so i'm going to have to go to her matches....and blaaaah. Homework sucks. Yea...I have a girlfriend. I'm gay. Big whoop. I've shocked many people at school, they thought i was all goody samantha, then i'm walking around with Tasha. HMMM. Oh well. I don't care what other people think. I like her and we're happy. But yeah..Um, my time is up here so I better be going. What a wonderful update huh? well I made an effort. HaHa. PEACE OUT! =)
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[28 Jul 2004|12:46pm] |
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I'm getting super bad at this, but I promise I'm going to try to keep this thing up real good. (that could be sexual. hehe) But hmm. Not much has been going on. I got my tongue peirced. wooh. It's fun to play with. :o) lol. School starts Aug. 11. That's bullcrap, but whatever, at least I'll get to get reaquainted (sp?) with all my old Ceres buddies. That'll be fun. I live in Modesto right now but I'll be using Craigs car (as soon as it's fixed) to get back and forth. Ummmmmmm....what else...I don't have a job yet because people suck and I need a work permit, so I'm getting one of those on Aug 2 when I register for my classes. My dog, Pebbles, yeah, she's STILL alive. lol. (running out of things to say) My sister had a baby last week. A little girl. I'm bummed out that I'm not there anymore to see her. My other sister is pregnant again. Only about a month along though. My family is getting bigger, and I don't have enough money to be the aunt that spoils her neices and nephews. :o( I don't know what else to say...I'll try and update more though! Really, I will!!
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[01 Jul 2004|02:18pm] |
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I'm in cali! *does a little dance* I'm in cali. woop woop. Oh yeah, oh yeah. Dude, it's hotter than a mofo out here!!!! I've been totally dying lately. And with no car yet, my ass has been walking all over. YUCK!!!! Well anywho. I'm at the library right now and I've been hogging the computer for like, a long time, so I'm outtie!!!
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[21 May 2004|03:15pm] |
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Wow. I haven't updated in awhile. I've forgot about this thing. I still have no computer and I won't have one for a long while. I've been going to the library to check my email but I forgot about updating this thing.
Things have been good for me. Me and my mom are moving back mid-late June. She's not sure when exactly yet. By July tho, she says we'll be back. Craig has a one bedroom place over in the ghetto that we're going to live in for awhile till we get money for a better place. I'm going to get a job so by the time school starts hopefully i'll have a car.
So since i'm moving, me and adam broke up. Sad. I guess we weren't really good together anyway. He has a new girlfriend already. *shrug* it's not biggie. We still talk in photography and stuff. Finally a guy who hasn't psycho'd out on me! weeee
Well, nothing else has really happend. I guess i'm gunna go
Latez!!
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I'm sitting in class, bored. So I went thru all my pictures I've saved on this comp for my websites and such and I thought 'hey, i'll change my journal' so yeah. here it is. I might to a little more, I've had the same basic layout for ever, just changed the colors so maybe I'll do something different. Who knows. But yes. isn't my little friend cute? he jumps. hehe. Yeah. Okay I'm outtie.
*edit*
this is ugly...whatever...i'll mess with it later
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[27 Apr 2004|03:30pm] |
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Hey ya'll. I haven't wrote in here for awhile. We haven't had a computer at home. It competely died. The computer repair people can't even fix it. We're getting a new one sometime. I dont know when. But once we do, my mom doesn't want me to use it because my aunt and uncle are all anal- blaming me for it breaking. I've been going to the library to check my email but I haven't thought about updating. Till now. I'm in class. I finished both website assignments, so I'm chillin, with about 20 minutes left of class. *yawn*
So my trip to cali was awsome. My mom totally fell in love with it again- we're moving back around June 6th- after Jeni's baby shower. I'm excited. Everyone is pissed off here, but they don't understand. It's gay here. I dont see how Jeni and Jesi WANT to live where they do. Dumb. But yeah. I'll be going to Ceres High next year. Yipee.
School's been dumb. Me and adam are still going out so thats good. There's only a month left of school. That gets me all excited and such. But then that means I'm gunna have to move. I have mixed feelings about that. When I was in cali I didn't miss anyone, but I have a feeling I'm going to miss Kayleigh and yeah. Me and Jason have gotten to be pretty good friends (in my opinion) so I'll miss him. And Adam. lol. But I've moved before so it'll be nothing new. Plus I'll get to look forward to coming back to Dani, and Tasha and Bert. Woot.
Uh, so yeah. nothing has really gone on w/me. I guess that's all I have to say then
b'bye
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Alright, so things are set. Me and mom are gunna leave Thursday between 4 and 5. And she figured we'll get there around like, 6. Craigs dad got him a hotel to stay in for 2 weeks (he's homeless at the moment..) so him and mom are gunna stay there. He got 2 beds just in case I wanted to stay with them, but mom said she didn't really want me w/them. NOOOOO problem there!! I'll be staying w/Dani. I don't really wanna listen to mom and Craig all night *shudder* So yeah. That's the plan. Saturday Ceres softball teams are having games and stuff I guess so I'm gunna go w/dani. Friday when we get there Craig is gunna let me drive his car w/him so I can get a 'feel' of it, and then i'll prolly just drive myself over to Dani's that night and voila! I'll be pimpin in cali for a week. lol. Bert's getting out Monday morning so I'm gunna go see him. I wrote him a letter I'm gunna send it *express* so he'll get it in time so he can call me in the morning instead of at 4 since I wont be in school. So.....yeah dude. It's going to be awsome! Yep.
Umm it's almost 8:30am right now. Class gets over at 9:50 and I have NOTHING to do ALL period. This is gunna be gay. It's really windy and cold and it's gunna be rainy today, so i wore a sweatshirt, but DUH i'm inside ALL day (we have indoor schools yano..we dont go outside to change classes) and i'm like, hotter than heck!!! ohhh well tho I guess. I'm bored....
I saw AJ at the eyedoctor yesterday. I just happend to have an appointment and he just happend to be there too...ugh. I was shaking HORRIBLY. It was sad. I got in my car and cried.lol I'm gunna go now. peazeout.
p.s. I'M GOING TO CALI!!!!!!!!!!! *spaz*
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That's right folks. SAMI'S COMIN BACK!!!! Me and my mom are packin up and leaving on Thursday. Yes, THIS thursday, as in April 8th. And we're gunna stay will that following Friday. PAAAAAARRRTAAAY! I'm sooooo excited! Craigs gunna let me borrow his car, since mom will have hers. So yeah. Major cruise-ige on mchenry yo. I'm psyched! So yeah. Fun stuff. I'm excited!!!!!!!!!! And then, we'll have to come back. Thats sad, but then, after I get out of school, we're MOVING back. Awsomeness yeah? YEAH! wooooooh! ok i g2g...we're correcting stuff! BYEEE!!!
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[01 Apr 2004|03:14pm] |
So, life's getting worse. AJs back in school...everytime I see him my heart jumps into my throat. It's weird. But I guess I can't really talk about it. I dont want to get in trouble for anything I say. Who knows who reads this....
My dad is in jail. He's in there for writing bad checks, failure to appear in court (we dont know what that was for) and for not paying child support. The checks and child support i think are felonys...so he'll probably be in there for awhile unless he can talk his way out, yet again. It kinda makes me sad since his health is really bad and he's dying. Now he's in jail. He's not going to last much longer. =( Its sad.
Tonight there's a movie night thing at school. They're going to show School of Rock on a big screen in the theater. $3.50 gets us pizza, soda, snacks, and the movie. Not back. Me and Adam, Josh and Danica, Kayleigh and Calvin, and Mandy are all going that I know of. It'll be fun. I'm excited for it. g2g!!
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[28 Mar 2004|06:48pm] |
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this weekend has been great. i've had lots of fun, and nothing illigal or any intoxicants were involved!! go me! friday night i went over to adams and we watched like, 3 movies. (note: 'my boss's daughter' is gay) there was a thunderstorm so we went outside for awhile and watched the lightening and stuff. that was pretty cool. I came home at about 12:30. Saturday I went driving around w/Adam and Tom. I left at about 1, and got home at midnight. We went to Sturgis (town about half an hour away west-ish) then we were like, this is gay. So we kept on going to Spearfish (town about half an hour from sturgis)We went to KMart there. Then we wanted to go to Gillette (town 2 1/2 hours from where I live) and Toms mom said no, so he pussy'd out and wouldn't go because his mommy said no. So we came back to Rapid (my town) and we got gas, a pizza and a 24 pack of mt. dew and headed to Wall (town an hour away east-ish) We went there. Drove around the gay ass little town, went pee at a gas station and headed back to Rapid. We got into Rapid, went to Best Buy and Borders, and then headed out to the dirt road (about 10 mins out of town. scary as all hell!!)So we freaked ourselves out then were like, okay we've been west, and east. lets head north. So we went north for about 20 mins and was like, that's gay 'lets go to mt rushmore!!' so we went there (monument. if you dont know what it is, you're gay. lol. it's about half an hour to an hour south of town). So we went there. Looked at it. Didn't think it was much of a huge deal and kept driving. Found an empty parking lot. Tom left me and Adam alone for about 10 mins. Then we came back into town. We went to walmart till 11:45 and then I came home. Wooohoo. I guess I like, became one of the guys? I was all listening to ICP w/them, pigging out on Pizza and drinking lots of soda, burping and such. lol. It was really fun. They thought I was awsome because most girls won't be around them for almost 12 hours and still 'fit in' lol.
Today I went to church and lunch w/my mom. Then I picked Adam up and we drove around (you'd think i'd be sick of the car...) we went to walmart (walmart is so awsome) then I got some gas and we went back to the dirt road because last night we thought we saw a body so we wanted to check it out. lol.
That's my kickass weekend. How was ya'lls?! Hopefully good. hehe. Anywho, it's gettin late (7:00, oh yeah) so I better be gettin. (actually I wanna go play games on the internetless comp in my room) Kaye. Laterz ya'll!!
*note*
next weekend, me adam and tom are going to soix falls. haha. FUN!! then the weekend after that my "spring break" (a whole 4 days...arn't they generous) we're gunna go to the lake one day, and then to Denver Colorado the next. YIPPEEE!!!
lol. peace.
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Nobody ever comments anymore. That makes me sad. Oh well I guess.
I'm bored. We just took a quiz. Now we have half an hour left of class. Rawr.
Bert gets out in one week from tomorrow. EXACTLY. Like, at this time and everything. Crazy. He's supposed to call me as soon as he gets to a payphone. I'll be in school but I told him to leave me a message so I can hear his voice at least. Make it real to me that he's actually out. =) I'm excited!!!
My new goal in life:: Make mom move us back to Modesto ASAP. I wrote her a fatty letter (that i'm not done with) telling her that she needs to start making herself happy and stop worrying about me. If she wants to move back now it's okay, I'll be fine with having to start another school (CHS! WOOT!!) at the end of the year. I'll be fine w/leaving my friends here, because I have better people waiting there for me. Hopefully she'll read it and be like 'oh sam! you're the greatest daughter ever! pack your bags! we're getting a uhaul right now!!" and then we hug and be on our jolly way. Lmao. That'd be great. but yeah, I really miss modesto. I also told her that she doesn't have to wait till we have a house out there just cuz of me. She can live w/Craig and I can stay w/Dani until they can get a place. I said, we wouldn't live together but we'd be close, and we'd both be happy-where we want to me. (that's my catch line, hopefully that'll get her.)
So yes. Hopefully my plan will work.
I need to buy my car first. She was talking about getting a loan, and buying it for me and then I'd just pay her back whenever i get a job instead of having pat and duane yelling at us all the time about it and me not being able to find a job.
Maybe she can get a little more money in that loan for a truck to move our crap.
hmmm..
So that's my plan. We're both miserable in that house. Every single family member hates us. So hopefully she'll listen to me.
Okay, I'm going to go read some jokes now. The teacher is starting to walk around. i dont want to get yelled at.
LaTa!!
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Another boring day in computer class. I hate being finished before anyone olse. BUT my day did start off pretty freakin' good. Since I talked to Tawni on Thursday I have no worries of smiling all big at her instead of just a little shyish smile. SOOO today, I walk into school and BAM! She's the first person I see. Right on. She was walking <---- that way, and I was walkung ^ that way. (lol) and she was leaning forward to see past Erica to look at me, and she like, stuck her tongue out at me. LoL. So I smiled and kinda waved at her. FUN!
I feel REALLY pink today. I'm wearing the shirt I got this weekend. It's stripped w/different shades of pink, then some yellow and orange...mostly pink. Then I have on a pink belt and pink flipflops. My earrings, nails, and eyeshadow is pink. Like whoa. Oh well. Today is a NICE day outside. Supposed to get up to 60 degrees!! And it's all sunny and bright so I'm like YaY! Bright happy clothes fit good for today. By the end of this week it's supposed to be 70 degrees. I'm excited. I want it to hurry up and get hot. Aunt Pat said April is a crappy month for weather tho. It'll rain a lot, and snow. I HATE SOUTH DAKOTA!!!!!!!
Speaking of hating it- nobody wants us to live here anymore. My aunt and uncle have been yelling at us a lot and my grandma yelled at my mom saying I need to get a job that pays $8 an hour and help my mom pay rent so we can get our own place and help buy groceries because pat and duane don't want us there anymore. Isn't my family nice? Yeah. Right. They wouldn't care if we were homeless. As long as we paid them their money back. *sigh* So my life at home has been hell lately. Mom is waiting for Craig to get his own place and then we're going to move in with him...but he's such a slacker that probably won't happen anytime soon. So who knows where I'll be living..probably in a box somewhere. lol. (sad- but i'm only half joking)
This shirt is bugging me. I'm not used to wearing a shirt w/a collar. =/ My flipflops are too big too. lol. gah.
Oh well. I have lunch w/Tawni today. Thats something to look forward to I guess. Only an hour and 10 minutes away.
I'm done. Buh`bye
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I went to the mall with Adam today to take back the shirt I bought yesterday because it didn't fit right. I saw Justin there...finally. He was walking by himself. He looked at me and looked away. I was watching him so he looked back and I waved and he waved. I couldn't believe the feelings I felt. My legs went all shakey. I was so mad. I sent him a text last night saying Hi and just wondering if he's still alive. He was in town today (obviously) so I KNOW he got it...and he never replyed. Then he wasn't even going to aknowledge me, But I waved so he did. If I wouldn't have looked over he would have just kept going...I'm so mad at him. Adam was like "whoa..what's wrong with you!? who was that?" Cuz I got all shakey and couldn't walk. I wanted to cry.
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Adam didn't call me today. I wonder if he thinks I think something bad of him because of what happend last night. I should have called him..I'll call him tomorrow morning tho. I'm sure he's already at that wrestling show. Then he's going to chaperone the all night church thing. So yeah. I'll call him tomorrow. I dont want him to feel bad. ((details in my "private" blurty. If you have access [kendra] go for it. if not [everone who's not kendra] then you dont need to know! haha)). But yeah. Me and Theron are bored tonight. I really don't want to sit around while my aunt and uncle get hammered so we're going to Blockbuster then back to his house to watch some movies. Fun stuff. I'm all scrubbed out today tho. =/ Oh well. I guess I dont need to look fabulous for him. Its not like I need to impress him. So yeah. Right now I'm trying to burn this stubborn Kid Rock CD. I finally got one made for mom, (after trying for a week) but now it's not working for me. Rawr. That's what I'm doing. Now I'm going to go make myself at least presentable and clean my room so I can just crash when I get home. Right now I have tons of stuff on my bed. Laters!!
--side note--
me and mom went shopping today. Here's what I got:
-brown sandles. they're wicked cute
-a pink/white stripped shirt. There's various colors of pink. it's cute. got it from sears
-new floor mats for my car (SCORE!)
-a CD holder thing for the visor of my car
-mascara and hairspray (boring)
I think that's it. When mom gets paid again she's going to buy me either white shorts, or really dark dark denim shorts to go with my shirt. Cuz I got a pink belts and pink sandles that match, i just need bottoms. weee. kay. i'm done!
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